accomplished. =D

satisfied. =))

was studying at tamp mac with andy after econs lect today. and i'm very satisfied with my accomplishment. i managed to complete stats tutorial 5 and half of tutorial 6! the important thing is, i've learnt stuffs that i thought was super alien, like that egg thing. hahah. so it was very productive at mac today. heez. actually there isnt ALOT of topics in stats, since i can finish like almost half the syllabus in 2 days? as compared to econs and ibm and soci, which are piling like mountain high. so tmr will be maths day!

and i'm going for a study camp!! i think. hahah. sounds exciting! lol. cauz andy got this free chalet pass or sth from his friend. haha. and he got damn high while discussing about this study camp thingy! like REALLY HIGH. so we stopped our serious mugging business for quite a while, discussing about the study camp. and the topic progressed to his emoments. lol. anyway, i look forward to the study camp! sounds fun =D and bbq! thou it's a lil pathetic bbq-ing with just about 5 - 6 pple. lol.

oh yea, sylvia and lyvia misses me. heez =) wei li shd give them my pic so they wont miss me too much. haha.

i think my life have been really simple these days. mostly revolving around sch and studying. which means.. i have been following my resolution - not procrastinating?!? hahah. i hope this energy dun die off soon. i have been thinking, how is it possible to graduate with first class honours. its like damn tough can. and only a handful get it. and although i did fairly well for my assignments and tests, i'm not sure if it really reflects my capability. because ultimately, the real thing might be different. i was thinking, what if i'm really so unlucky, to not to get a good honours, what will my future become? will i get a third class job like what mr nageb always say, and lead a...'third class' life? this paper chase craze is dominating society. leading to pple pursuing things blindly. all the superficiality, often delude pple into doing things just to satisfy what society perceive them to be. so we, pathetically, lose what we really want in life. isnt it cruel. how it actually creates boundaries. if we dun follow the line, and do things just as we want to, we end up being classified as outcasts, weirdo and blah. or probably we wont be able to achieve as much material wise. like u know how ppl who lead their ideal simple life are always poor, or rather, they just 'have enough'. perhaps this is the reality of life - the constant pursue of all things superficial. how wonderful will it be if we can live in our world of fantasy, our ideal life, without worries. perhaps pple living in IMH are really the smart ones. because they choose to detach themself from this crazy world and do as they please. i suppose they wont even be convicted given their mental state, being diff from the majoritiy. so now, who really are the crazy pple?

anyway, to wei li, rest well and recover quick! it's dragging too long. or maybe this is good. training u to be gentle. hahah.

and to diana, things will be fine i'm sure, someday, somehow.

damn. i'm supposed to sleep early. but my hair is not drying. it's still wet. owells.